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I'm trying to find you but you hid your face
I'm crying out into an empty space
Am I lying to myself in this way
I need your help, Lord, I need your grace
I've never been here before
I feel like I've opened a strange new door
My feet are in search of something steady
I should move on but I'm not ready
You won't ever abandon me
You won't ever abandon me
I could climb up a mountain to the tallest tree
And you won't ever abandon me
I'm feeling scared but I won't admit it
I'm unprepared and overcommitted
Authentic but I'm also pretending
I'm hoping these endings will birth new beginnings
You won't ever abandon me
You won't ever abandon me
I could dive in the ocean to the deepest sea
And you won't ever abandon me
No, you won't ever abandon me
I cry to you
I lift my voice
I cry to you
Hear and have mercy on me
I'm trying to find you but you hid your face
I'm crying out into an empty space
Am I lying to myself in this way
I need your help, Lord, I need your grace, oh
You won't ever abandon me
You won't ever abandon me
I could climb up a mountain to the tallest tree
And you won't ever abandon me, no
You won't ever abandon me
You won't ever abandon me
I could dive in the ocean to the deepest sea
And you won't ever abandon me, no
You won't ever abandon me, no
You won't ever abandon me
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Life Is Stronger
04:43
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What will be the final score
When all is said and done
When the darkness closes in
Will the light
Will light overcome
What are we waiting for
A hero to come our way
A strong-armed helping hand
A shiny knight
To swoop and save the day
Life is stronger than death
Love is stronger than fear
Hope is stronger than despair
Life is stronger, stronger
Let not the peacemakers
Be also filled with war
Let not our love grow cold
Let it grow
Grow more and more
How blessed are the meek
How blessed are the poor
There may be times of joy but
Blessed are you
Blessed are you who mourn
Life is stronger than death
Love is stronger than fear
Hope is stronger than despair
Life is stronger, stronger
Hold on longer for life
Hold on longer in love
Hold out longer for hope
Life is stronger, stronger
Stronger, stronger
Stronger, stronger
Oooo
Seedlings poke through fields of dirt
Signs of cells that replicate
Former wounds no longer hurt
The rising sun marks another day
Clouds flee the clear blue sky
A choir of songbirds sing
Everywhere are signs of life
Cuz life is a stubborn little thing
Life is stronger than death
Love is stronger than fear
Hope is stronger than despair
Life is stronger, stronger
Hold on longer for life
Hold on longer in love
Hold out longer for hope
Life is stronger, stronger
Stronger, stronger
Stronger, stronger
Oooo
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Hard Time
03:36
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Long days and longer years
Filled with regret a time or two
I face the corner to wipe away my tears
It's just a thing I learned to do
Maybe we can still be friends
Meet up for coffee in a month
You know the story and how it always ends
Neither one of us will follow up
I had a hard time sleeping
For six or seven weeks, it was a
Hard time weeping over you
And every dollar I spend
Crying in therapy tells of the
Hard times, hard times you put me through
It was a hard time when I was with you
Juliet to your Romeo
Bonnie to your Clyde
But I felt more like France to your Napoleon
You wanna conquer and I don't get why
I had a hard time sleeping
For six or seven weeks, it was a
Hard time weeping over you
And every dollar I spend
Crying in therapy tells of the
Hard times, hard times you put me through
It was a hard time when I was with you
Go on try and change the narrative
Telling everyone I've gone insane
I don't really care how you tell the story
I'm just glad I got away
I had a hard time sleeping
For six or seven weeks, it was a
Hard time weeping over you
And every dollar I spend
Crying in therapy
Tells of the hard times, hard times you put me through
It was a hard time leaving
Though I'm glad I did, I spent a
Long time clinging onto you
And every day I spend hoping away
All those hard times, hard times you put me through
I had a hard time
Getting over you
But it was a harder time
When I was with you
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Can I Just Be Weak
03:40
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It might seem like I don't care
I'm here for you but not always there
It's true we've all got our own loads to bear
And sometimes that can feel unfair
Oooo I wish that life was fair
Can I just be weak for a little while
What if I'm scared from time to time
You know I won't always be right
But I need to know that that's okay sometimes
I promise I'll get strong again
I don't know how and I don't know when
Can I just, can I just be weak
I can't do what you think I can
I'd like to run but still I stand
What I'm trying to say is I'm just human
And just how strong do you think I am
Oh, just how strong do you think I am
Can I just be weak for a little while
What if I'm scared from time to time
You know I won't always be right
But I need to know that that's okay sometimes
I promise I'll get strong again
I don't know how and I don't know when
Can I just, can I just be weak
I'm trying to run on broken feet but I can't keep up
My spirit's begging please, oh please
I've had enough
Can I just be weak for a little while
Can we forego the fake smiles
Can we leave the small talk behind
And can I get some time to get my head right
I won't always feel this way
You might not know what to say
Can I just, oh won't you let me be weak for a little while
What if I'm scared from time to time
You know I won't always be right
But I need to know that that's okay sometimes
I promise I'll get strong again
I don't know how and I don't know when
Can I just, won't you let me, oh
Can I just be weak
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People Change
04:43
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I've grown tired of changing
Must we always change
But emotions are tricky
And fingers get clingy
Somehow life still goes on
And I know it takes time
We're just reading line by line
Doesn't that drive you insane
And I try to remember
A time when it was better
But it's always been hard when people change
I find you fighting your instincts
You find me biting my tongue
Our connection is shifting
Organic and living
These types of things bend and pull
And I know it takes time
We're just reading line by line
Doesn't that drive you insane
And I try to remember
A time when it was better
But it's always been hard when people change
Ooooo
Ooooo
Ooooo
Aaaaaa
Don't hold on to what you shouldn't
Don't move on to something worse
Well we've all got our bruises
And things that confuse us
We're all finding our way
And I know it takes time
We're just reading line by line
Doesn't that drive you insane
And I try to remember
A time when it was better
But it's always been hard when people change
Oh and darling it takes time
We're just reading line by line
Wish we could spare ourselves some pain
But that pain makes us tender
More compassionate and better
Still it's so hard when people change
No it's never not hard when people change
Ooo it's always hard to know that people change
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Serenity
05:41
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I hear a gentle breeze
Outside my window
I watch the leaves blow in the wind
I feel the chair beneath me
As the time slows
Fully present where I am
A million thoughts travel
In all directions
Each moment is a famine or a feast
I breathe in and out
A gentle correction
It helps me set my mind at ease
God give me serenity
To accept what I can't change
And God give me the bravery
To change the things I can
Oh, God give me serenity
The world is what it is
I don't always like it
I know You also felt this pain
I am just a person
With limitations
Help me to know that that's okay
God give me serenity
To accept what I can't change
And God give me the bravery
To change the things I can
Oh, God give me serenity
I am just a person
With limitations
Help me to know that that's okay
God give me serenity
To accept what I can't change
And God give me the bravery
To change the things I can
Oh and God give me sobriety
Keep me humbly in my place
And God give me serenity
Serenity and grace
Oh God give me serenity
God give me serenity
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Where To Go
03:58
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I'm scanning for life in this wilderness
I'm squinting my eyes in the dark
I kept my composure for so many years
I knew all my lines, played my part
I'm out here alone in the thick of it
At least it feels that way
A friend would be calming
But also alarming
I'd hate if they're lost in this place
Oh the friendly persuasions
And slight rearrangements
Your PR just feels like a show
But I want the real thing
Your facade is not appealing
And I don't know where I should go
I'm clinging to Jesus with all I am
I've got the white knuckles to prove
I never came out here to run from my faith
My faith was what caused me to move
Oh the friendly persuasions
And slight rearrangements
Your PR just feels like a show
But I want the real thing
Your facade is not appealing
And I don't know where I should go
I don't know where to go to get back home
I'm stumbling along with no GPS
Feeling my way as I go
I never asked for any of this
And I wish I just knew where to go
I'm scanning for life in this wilderness
I'm squinting my eyes in the dark
Oh the friendly persuasions
And slight rearrangements
Your PR just feels like a show
But I want the real thing
Your facade is not appealing
And I don't know where I should go
No, I don't know where I should go
I wish I just knew where to go
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We're Gonna Be Alright
04:40
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Just like the sparrow's eggs
Tucked in my flower pot
Tended by faithful birds
In a protected spot
We have found refuge in
Wings of a greater might
Oh and we're gonna be alright
Just like a toddler boy
Waking up in the night
Rushing to Daddy's bed
Turning on every light
We have a Father too
And we're precious in His sight
Oh and we're gonna be alright
We're gonna be alright
Even if we don't fight
We can in silent strength be still
We're gonna be alright
No matter the depth or the height
Oh and we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
I'm always finding webs
Spun by my spider friend
I always tear them down
But she builds them up again
I see her persevere
I see her zest for life
And I know that she's gonna be alright
We're gonna be alright
Even if we don't fight
We can in silent strength be still
We're gonna be alright
No matter the depth or the height
Oh and we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
Oh and we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
We've been through this before
In some shape or form
We've seen the answered prayers
Of some we were unaware
We're gonna make it through
Oh you know it's true
That we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
We're gonna be alright
Even if we don't fight
We can in silent strength be still
We're gonna be alright
No matter the depth or the height
Oh and we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
Oh and we're gonna be
We're gonna be alright
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I Know Better
04:29
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Now that I don't feel sick to my stomach
I am finally getting well
Give me one good reason to give it another try
That's what I thought, that's what I thought
Now you're asking me to come back 'round again
Just as soon as I left town
Can you tell me how it's any different
That's what I thought, that's what I thought
I'm not a pig, one that goes back again to roll 'round in the mud
I know better than that
I'm not a dog, I'm not a dog returning to its vomit
I know better than that
I hear the doorbell, it's the snake oil man
And I'm not feeling too polite
I turn the porch light off while I look him in the eye
Sir, not tonight, no, not tonight
I'm not a pig, one that goes back again to roll 'round in the mud
I know better than that
I'm not a dog, I'm not a dog returning to its vomit
I know better than that
I know better, better than that
Now I know better than that
I've learned my lesson, I have learned my lesson
I'm not going back, I'm not going back
I'm not a pig, one that goes back again to roll 'round in the mud
I know better than that
I'm not a dog, I'm not a dog returning to its vomit
I know better than that
It might have worked back when I was young and dumb and desperate
But now I'm old and wise and mad
I've learned my lesson and I don't have to be like that anymore
Cause I've learned better than that
Hey, I know better than that
I know better than that
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Hiding Place
02:53
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Where you are is where I want to be
What your eyes behold is what I want to see
I want to hear your voice with my own ears
I'll run to you away from all my fears
Where the night shines like the day
And the darkness cannot hide you away
Oh, to see you face to face
You are my hiding place
I've been to hell and back again this year
One thing that I noticed: I'm still here
Everything I was afraid of came to pass
Yet when I look ahead, I see a light to my path
Where the night shines like the day
And the darkness cannot hide you away
Oh, to see you face to face
You are my hiding place
You are the voice that calms the sea
Just say the word, Lord, and please calm me
Oh, you're the God who sees
And you see me
This world's not as it ought to be
A principle I find bewildering
Yet I see a beacon of hope shining
A light in the land of the living
Where the night shines like the day
And the darkness cannot hide away
Oh, to see you face to face
You are my hiding place
You are my hiding place
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Allie Crummy Des Moines, Iowa
Allie Crummy is a deep thinker who is well versed in and routinely inspired by Scripture. Her songs reflect the tension between what she believes to be true about God, contrasted with what she sees happening in the world around her, delivered through vocals that are brimming with emotion. ... more
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